I've just felt so down in the dumps today. I feel terribly neglected. I've been yelled at non stop by Nick to quit smoking. I know I should. But too damned bad. All he does is insult me lately. I feel like I'm just a fucking nanny around here. I take care of the kids all day and get no appreciation for it. The days I do things he says "Oh you ACTUALLY did something" not "Thanks honey," or a compliment or anything. The days I just barely get the kids taken care of he bitches "WTF did you do all day? Sleep?" I'm tired of it. I want to go back to school get a job, and maybe just leave his ass. I'm tired of being just a throw rug to him. Meet his needs of being fed, and the kids taken care of and that's all I am to him. I just am fed up. But I guess I will be done bitching for now.
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